Saturday, July 25, 2009

Update

So, now that I've gotten the prerequisite musing on blogging out of the way, here are some things that have gone on since last I wrote here:
  • The most important item: my mother finally passed on December 6, 2008 after a 2 1/2 year battle with cancer. By the time her life ended, my mother was ready to go. And, as a result, I too was hoping for it to end for her. All of us who loved her wished for her pain to end, and it did...peacefully. I was there with her when she went, along with my dad and one of the absolutely wonderful hospice workers that tended to her in her final days. It's been a rough several months in terms of coping with my own grief as well as supporting my dad, sister, and other relatives through their own sorrows. But, the experience reminds me of the true value of family. My aunts, uncles, cousins, etc. are phenomenal and have been a true source of strength for me (as well as my dad and sister, I'm certain) over this period of time.
  • I've finally gotten truly serious about making efforts to lose weight. This goes in line with what I wrote in the previous entry about recognizing the need for change as well as developing the desire for it. I've always known I had a desperate need to lose weight. No fat person DOESN'T know this. However, it has always been a true challenge for me to truly desire it. To desire it enough to fight through the pains involved in the process. I can't point to any one thing that occurred in my life that finally got me there. But I AM there. This summer, I got a membership at the local YMCA and, despite a few roadblocks, finally got myself into a workout routine over the last week or so. And I'm really enjoying it so far. I've been a bit sore, using muscles in ways that I haven't used them in some time. And I've wanted to take a nap at least a couple times this week. But it's a GOOD thing. It means I'm using more energy than I was before. Using more energy means keeping less of it on my frame. My intention is to be able to do some aerobic exercise in the pool at the Y before work once the school year begins and then to hopefully get some help in learning how to do some muscle building.
  • Tomorrow I'm leaving on a week-long road trip. It was an idea that just kind of hit me in May or June and I've just decided to do it. I've got the time and I don't have anything to tie me down (being single and childless can be nice SOMETIMES). So off I go tomorrow to the Upper Peninsula of Michigan. I'm planning on stopping in Escanaba for the night. Then over to Minneapolis to spend a couple days and pick up my sister who will be joining me for the rest of the trip. We'll then head out to western South Dakota to see Mount Rushmore and then back east to St. Louis by way of Omaha and Kansas City. From St. Louis, we head for the Columbus area to see old friends and some family and to attend the annual Dublin Irish Festival. From there I return home to prepare for...
  • ...a colonoscopy. FUN. I've been trying to get this down for a year and a half now. Last year I just couldn't stomach the prep and wasn't able to get it done. Then with Mom's illness, I didn't want to take the time off to do it. This summer, prompted by a visit to the doctor where I discovered that I'm a bit anemic, I got a colonoscopy scheduled to try to help determine the cause of the anemia. Suffice it to say that I'm a bit nervous about the results, but it's a good thing. With Mom's colon cancer, colonoscopies are going to be a part of my life for as long as I live.
  • Sometimes in mid to late August, I'm hoping to join my cousin who drives a truck for a living. He's offered to take me as a passenger and I'm looking forward to seeing some of the country that he drives through. He's provided some fantastic images through Facebook of the places he's seen and they're amazing.

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